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Gossip
Written by A-lex on November 25, 2009 – 4:01 am -one of my blogger friend, Christock aka Mr.Everywhere, pointed me to this poem he shared on this blog after I tweeted bout my thought on gossips and rumors.
I have no respect for Justice.
I aim without killing.
I break hearts and ruin lives.
I am cunning and malicious and gather strength with age.
The more I am quoted,
the more I am believed.
I flourish at every level of society.
My victims are helpless.
They cannot protect themselves against me
Because I have no face.
To track me down is impossible.
The harder you try, the more elusive I become.
I am nobody’s friend.
Once I tarnish a reputation,
it is never the same.
I topple governments, wreck marriages and ruin careers. . .
Cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion.
I spawn suspicion and
generate grief.
I make innocent people cry
in their pillows.
Even my name hisses.
I make headlines and headaches.
Before you repeat a story,
ask yourself . . .
‘Is it true?
Is it fair?
Is it necessary?’
If not . . .
Shut up!”
~~unknown~~
What you think? Gossips and Rumors is a no no?
To me, it got both side effects depend on how you deal with it. But, it really is something bad that NO ONE want it to be around.
In simple words – I am immature, evil and naughty. Selfish as well?
Just kidding la…. I am mr.nice guy de
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Written by A-lex on February 4, 2009 – 4:13 am -A girl friend of yours who you think/thought/believe to be so sincere.
One day, you wake up and she told you that she slept with guys other than her own boyfriend. To extend, it happen not just once and it started when she and her current boyfriend dated. She does felt sorry but she just can’t hold on to herself. Blame lust and temptation.
Change of thought? Or cultural shock?
Maybe just mind our own business.
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No Comments »Continuing emo-ing
Written by A-lex on December 14, 2008 – 8:20 pm -Allowing your loved one to do whatever he wants to you does not seem wrong.
But allowing peoples you have crush on or you love other than your own loved one, no matter what’s the reason you are a slut.
Just like guy who slept around with different girls, no matter single or attached, he still being named as a player.
Once a slut/player, always will be. It takes time to change and a lot of effort to convince others. But in the mean time of proving yourself, thing repeat itself then… Haha… You either can start from ground zero or you already have lost the chance. Or you regretted of what you have done and manage to stay away for some time and you happen to do it again *ops… You did it again*, same ending goes to you.
LUST and TEMPTATION are so EVIL~ *I love it anyway *evil smile~*
Only those who really care about us, will understand, encourage and trust us that we have change to a better person when we REALLY regretting for what we have done. Beat some sense into us *the make suffer way maybe?*. Intention of their maybe hard to digest but it is good for us. *I personally like to push them deeper. They don’t go to hell then who will go to hell, right? *evil laugh*
There are many ways to do it, I mean those supporting/encourage/helping. Either the positive way or vise visa. Pushing the limit do help too. *I still prefer to push them deeper. Welcome to hell XD*
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Written by A-lex on December 7, 2008 – 12:00 am -Had a conversation with one old lady
(that’s what she labelled herself as). Not old la… Attractive, fun, caring and smart. She is just… how to say le… 30? Some said it is the most perfect moment of lady, just like Chateau Lafite-Rothschild Vintage 1978, perfect timing to drink right now. A success woman too as you want to know, single somemore.
The conversation is short, but gives a clear view of what a matured adult think from her own view and life experience.
Question revolved around cheating.
She answered with an example of her own that her ex-boyfriend cheated on her. She even told me that one of her married friend cheated on her husband until it gets too wild and got caught. The reason she cheats I think is either she is addicted or maybe something happens between the couple. I don’t remember exactly. She is the serial cheater type, you know, no regret on doing it.
But one thing she don’t know which is some people cheat but regret and then they cheat again after some time. She got no idea on that.
Some happen even there is no reason for them to cheat, maybe got but we don’t know.
I remember watching one show on tv which it help people to investigate do their partner cheated on them. Forgot what’s the show name but I remember one of the stories. It involved a married couple. The lady suspicious that the guy cheated on her so she seeks for help lo. In the end, she caught the guy red handed with a tranny hold a whips spanking his ass. O_O Reason? Because the lady do not want to have that kind of action in their sex life. OMG! Paid a tranny for that. OMG X 100. At least get a proper girl la.. memalukan only.
Anyway, she told me that every cheating needs a motive to trigger. So, eventually everyone will cheat, depend also la.. What’s the reason. Even married couple also can cheat on their partner, so what’s wrong for those who haven’t engaged, right? As for single status, lagi worst no string attached play depend on self capability.
There is so much to learn, understand and adapt to which is one of the motive that push me to go forward. *Not just sex, love and cheating la… include other stuff like life experience, culture, lifestyle and etc… in short the world lo* That’s why I love listen to other’s stories. But I do think that we might not learn it all, if we do, we might be the founder of a new religion.
I may get very busybody if I got the mood to get to know things. Which is good and bad. XD
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Written by A-lex on December 1, 2008 – 12:00 am -When someone said ” Too bad you already got boyfriend/girlfriend, If not I might take action” to you.
Assume you had crush on that person, do you feel that that person just push your button?
Dating other people when you are attached sound wrong but it does no harm when both of you are just friend. Still depend on the limitation, objectives, scope, boundaries, and functionalities one make up. RIGHT?
Does this consider appropriate? I mean the feeling you have when the person said that even you are attached. Moreover, will you go over the edge??
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Written by A-lex on November 16, 2008 – 10:37 pm -I had a bad day~
My phone drop on the floor~
When I get out from my car~ *Bad Day playing at background*

Photo from Simply Symbian
Just like the picture shown! WTF~
Plus some scratches on the side and screen! WTF~
*Continue with Daniel Powter – Bad Day*
P.S:Mana ada genuine casing selling? I want cheap one but genuine!
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2 Comments »Freedom Violation
Written by A-lex on November 2, 2008 – 5:48 pm -How you define the freedom between you and your partner?
How you define the space needed by both of you?
What type of privacy you want for yourself?
I don’t have the exact answer nor do my friends can provide. Everything written is based on discussion and observation.

Taking benefit from people around us are what we human do as long as it do not cause problem for either side. But by doing that for self’s enjoyment and satisfaction, to fulfill own lust. That’s is just something diffirent.
I do take advantages on other people but at least is allowed by them.
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No Comments »Sinful act
Written by A-lex on September 28, 2008 – 3:32 am -
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